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[17 Jan 2004|06:39pm] |
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I bought pete a blanket or something i have no idea i hope that means we hold hands and he protects me from anything with a vagina. pete likes people more than i ever have anyway which is a good thing really because i am shy or something i dont remember. is this a good enough update i guess so okay bye.
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[13 Jan 2004|03:01pm] |
I am sane again I swear. Lets forget about that Elisha Cuthbert thing now where is my bandmate someone told me he has blinking icons.
( [here] )
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[05 Jan 2004|02:34am] |
So yeah, after my girlfriend tells me I have her heart and that she loves me, she dumps me for someone else. She says I was paranoid but isn't this exactly why? Because I was scared the outcome would be the same.
It was.
And she didn't even fight for us, so what's the point? I can't think of one anymore.
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[04 Jan 2004|10:03pm] |
Wow, talk about feeding someone lines and talking bullshit.
I hope you have more fun with Jamison, Elisha. I mean obviously he isn't Jesse either but I don't think that'll stop either of you.
By the way. We were over days before your post. In case you couldn't tell.
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[02 Jan 2004|12:02am] |
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*sighs*
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[29 Dec 2003|02:34am] |
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well okay then.
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[28 Dec 2003|11:16am] |
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So yesterday was a really big day you guys and I feel inclined to talk about it because it happened to my best friend in the world :'(
Michelle *called* me yesterday and asked me to come over, she sounded really upset and wouldn't say why. When I got there she was crying because Jesse, in a drunken rage [becuz that's what he does] shoved her down a flight of stairs so I comforted her in her time of need. We walked to walgreens and bought a pregnancy test. I held her hand and when she took it she cried and showed me the plus sign.
All very emotional.
I told her it was going to be okay. She is sitting on the sofa now watching vh1 she said that fob is hot sex I love my life I have to go and get Jesse some more gin later.
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[27 Dec 2003|07:03pm] |
I can get the job done on stage. I can hit the high notes, sing in the right key, play the riffs and make you want more. I can give you just enough of me for you to know I'm someone worth watching.
I don't know how well I do with the rest of it. I'm really shy, actually. Elisha knows it, and she puts up with me. At shows I play and I go backstage, change shirts and sit and listen to the rest of the bands. Pete's the kind of guy that likes meeting the kids and signing everything. He likes being fawned over and gushed at and thank fucking god, I think I was out there two seconds before I ran back behind stage.
I'm awkward in interviews and in social situations and not to say I don't love what I do but I love playing and that's really all I'm good at. Anything else gives me heart palpitations or something. I'm getting better at it, but really the idea of everyone looking at me and knowing things about me makes me nauseous and I'm generally a really private person.
I guess I'm just trying to explain why I only really talk to Elisha or Louie. I really want to get to know all the people that are important to my girlfriend though, it's just going to take some time for me to work up the nerve.
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[24 Dec 2003|09:47pm] |
I gave my girlfriend her presents and she liked them so much she dragged me under the mistletoe. I love making her smile it is probably the only thing I can do right and that's okay with me.
One of her presents was a black German shepherd puppy. I just saw it and I thought of her, and I had to take it home. I'm really a sucker for anything cute and furry and if I wasn't on the road I am sure I would have a million pets or something. I sound so homosexual.
Anyway she named it emo, she's so wonderful. I bought all the little things a puppy is supposed to have, it even has a nametag. I got it a little spiked collar and the tag is this silver star it says Emo on it, he is so punk I am proud. She got me hats and a cell phone so now I can talk to her all the time. I don't think I'm going to need it for a while I sort of just want to stay with her :[
Tomorrow I want to drink eggnog and sing Christmas songs to Elisha and maybe find a beanie for Emo to wear because he just needs a hat. I'm going to sit on the couch and pull my girlfriend onto my lap and watch one of those cheesy christmas claymation tv movies. Later.
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[11 Dec 2003|04:25pm] |
I wouldn't say I fell off of the planet so much as I'd say I've been thinking. I bet everyone thinks I'm a bastard or something but the truth is I'm scared. I'm more afraid than I have been in a long time, which is crazy really because the most beautiful girl I have ever seen talks to me on the phone and puts up with my tangents about our van and my guitar and she likes me. She likes me even though I'm slightly compulsive and mostly shy and awkward and just plain stupid and I don't think I'll ever understand her reasoning.
I'm just afraid of ruining this thing we have. it's like if I touch her I'm going to break her or ruin her and she's the closest thing to perfection that I've encountered and by saying that she's going to deny it and feel embarrassed but it's the damned truth and I don't know how else to say it.
I just bought a one way airplane ticket and brought enough money to leave the airport to see someone. They don't know I'm coming and I don't know what I'm going to do when I get there but I guess I'll figure that out on the plane because I have a lot of making up to do.
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[23 Nov 2003|01:30pm] |
Elisha called me last night and asked me if I had a penis or not which leads me to believe someone did a piss poor job in teaching her human biology or she just needs to have a talk with Paris. just kidding. When i hung out with paris we watched movies and ate in. We cuddled on the couch and she fell asleep with her head on my shoulder. She told me a lot about all the fucking jerks she's been with and I just don't understand how any of them could treat her the way they do because she's this sweet amazing person.
Elisha is supposed to be thinking of an AIM name for me, but she's slacking, so if you can read this feel free to post suggestions for a name.
Where is Jesse? :-*
p.s. watch our low-budget video here
i have aim: fall out pat i am an unorigional moron, that's okay.
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[11 Nov 2003|10:01pm] |
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my journal is ugly i need a disclaimer and i am sure the only one who knows about my band is elisha. i guess that means one down 81739821371238213 to go. where is my band oh right they probably don't know their names yet oh well how is that for a first entry.
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